Am I being a bit negative, or just honest?

I wouldnt say NEGATIVE.. its NORMAL to feel embarassed. but keep in mind that they stare at EVERY womans vagina.. not just yours! Its silly to let that get to you and make you not want to have another child because of it! sure its UNCOMFORTABLE but they do it to every woman ! not just you. Theyre not going to remember your face or anything.. and all vaginas look the same. Dont worry so much about it! you are acting like your the only woman in the world they stared at with her underwear off!